Monday, September 1, 2014

Phoenix.

For the times when I search out reasons why, instead of solutions to change the what. In times of fear, diapair, loss
of hope. Search out yourself. You are far stronger than you know, and hold more capability than any outside source can provide. Seek out refuge in yourself, even when you're broken.


The glass hit the floor
Although it did not matter
The window lay there broken
But it was our hearts that shattered

And the hole that now held place 
Gaping, bold and harsh
Did no justice in the least
For the holes is each of us

Loudness filled the empty
The water quickly rose
So we turned away and jumped ship 
In search of different coasts

I remember when light approached
My memory recalls it blurred
But I could make out the silhouette 
Of a larger bird

A Phoenix I concluded
A sure sign of rebirth 
But being in its precense
Felt like going backwards 

It felt hot to the touch
It stung just like my eyes
The pain was not alleviated  
It's tears mimicked my cries 

The sting proceeded to spread 
And furious I became
How did I get here?
At the mercy of feathered flame?

The light shut off suddenly
And I willed the bird away
It's abcense didn't bring relief
To the burn now engraved

So I looked out in the distance
Contemplating with revere
I hadn't the words to describe
What had transpired here

So I sought out comfort
A safety guarentee
I layed amongst the dark
And went chasing after sleep

The Phoenix couldn't fix it
A job too large it was 
For any living entity
To fix the damage done

But it lead us to a place 
That we never needed more
It provided us with closed eyes
More importantly closed doors

And slumber did bring comfort
Sudden clarity
I may not know how to fix it
But in mending I did see

I no longer worried about the mess
From the pieces broke apart
I knew we'd all heal in time 
From our shattered hearts

No pheonix will fix it all
The coast, nor light will do
When it comes to picking yourself up
Search for strength in you 

And it may not always feel easy 
Bur here is what the key is-
You must hold on to what whole feels like
When your heart lies there in pieces.

.K SG C.


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